Trust.

2011-03-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

Ask me for my relink.

2010-09-01T19:35:00.004+08:00

This kind soul is teeaching me how t play mahjong.

Isn't it cool t learn using msn? :)

HOHOHO :)

2010-08-09T17:02:00.004+08:00

I totally forgot about my blog. Damn. Common tests are over yes :/

& i'm pretty sure i'd flunk my science paper.

Here's wht happened : i took th science paper, flipped t th last page, and flipped back again, thn flipped and flipped, & i was like 'is th periodic table missing?' Thn i realised periodic table isn't given in th test.

I think i lost more thn 10 marks. :/ tht's very sad isn't it?

Bored die me :x

Sometimes we gotta drop some things in order for us t move on.

2010-06-26T23:12:00.010+08:00

(credits - ftw.tumblr)
Holidays are gone before i could post much aw. ): haaa.
One week spent on ncc, another on shopping, third on computer, and last for slacking.
LOL. Lazy t complete homework. So did not bother t do.
But, i can chiong at th start of th sch :/
I am currently despo for flats/pumps/covered slippers. Um ):
So yea, ;)
Actually now i ain't so fussy abt layouts so yea ^^ random//
Oh ya, Eclipse is coming up soon, and i am looking forward t it, hope it doesn't disappoints ^^

Any idea where t get shoes like those below?
Cause i dont wna get thm from shops online. ):

So yea, if you have idea where t get these, i'll thnk you lots :)
So bye ^^

If you think you spent alot time and money on me or whtsoever, now i ask you, wht do you want now. Wht i wna say is, tht, if you find it not worth it, stop coming t me, please. I faked a smile, just t let you think i didn't mind. Yea, i did. We just have too much different views. That's it.

2010-05-31T20:24:00.005+08:00

My Immortal - Evanescence. From ftw.tumblr.com .
YAY. Holidays ;) Monday's my ncc annual camp ): I'll miss home for 4 days! How pathetic. HOHOHO we'll be having fun in hell :D
I'm very satisfied w science MYE. But overall for science is a b.
I'm very not satisfied w maths, both overall and MYE. SUPER NOOB RESULTS.
I'm not surprised w chinese cause it's always th same marks.
I'm not happy w geog's noob results too.
English is fine, not as bad as i thought would be anyway.

AND YAY :) Holidays are boring. So i am going t find something t do. Flyers probably. Sounds fun. LOL ._. Afterall, it's better than staying at home, yay. Um, yea. Owh, followtheway's picturestexts are really nice. ^.^

Sometimes, you just gotta do stupid things in life, to find out who are the ones who stay on and accept you. - followthatway.tumblr.com

2010-05-07T17:37:00.004+08:00

Yes, it's may. I haven't posted for about two months and i can't believe it.
And i wont be posting soon, too.
Yea, life's not getting any better, but i believe it'll.
Hmmms, should be all. Message me or call me if there's anything.
Or check on my facebook. tyvm. :]
Or twitter, :]
Btw, i think i gna flunk my science paper.
Due t th chemical formulas and equations and general equations.
I'm aiming t pass my eng and science, and dist. for geog and maths and chi.
And, i hope the paper goes smooth. tyvm, tht's all.

It can't get me anywhere by loving you.
But if love has t consider, tht wouldn't be love.
I like you, but i loved him.

2010-03-20T16:04:00.002+08:00

looking at you, smilng innocence, problems seemed solved again.
Like you said, which guy wouldn't honey their words t please girls.
If you dont mean it, what's th point of doing it? For show?
Looking through th previous messages, suddenly i felt so unsecured.

I can't be crazier this days. LOL. I spent more than a hundred in one day. YAY :D Got myself new shoes and phone (L). iluv :D Sist helped me make screen protector for phone, :D Holidays are worse than sch kays D: Everyday at home D: Boreddieme :< ROARS.

2010-03-13T23:57:00.005+08:00

Another week passed. But matters have yet t pass.

Mr Foo and Rangen kept talking t me about attire. Z. Whts wrong w my attire. Holidays ! Yesterday took back rb, quite pleased w my results luh. But still there's areas for improvements. Bored stiffs. D: Still got many photos tht's not posted yet D: Think will take veh long t upload them D: Will upload them next time x.x heehs :D

I am starting t give up. Holding on t wht had left of you. A bullet in her heart.

2010-03-04T17:25:00.002+08:00

Wht you did was t solve th surface problem, not th roots of th problems. It'll somehow still happen again. I tried t chase w time, but always landed up not moving. It's not common t many people, but it's like a cycle for me. Sometimes people tell me they're surprised how i can stay optimist for such a long period of time. Sometimes, not everyone around you are reliable. They won't necessary be w you th time they should. Or rather, only a minimal number. Does apologising helps? Maybe it does, but not t me.

Back from common tests and co ~ I believe i flunk many subjects badly, and my sana tickets aren't sold yet. Sadded ~ Life's been so fking miserable these days. Got me down, get me going ~ Lifesucks.
Elearning day today, worked till late ~~ I rather go t sch. z!

Life sucks t th core, it does manzxc.

2010-02-24T16:31:00.003+08:00

A wall against you. Dont be kind people, you'll be called a flirt.

Gna study for common test :[ Roar, i think i am gna flunk many tests D: Going school, lectures for every lesson -.- Teachers are so difficult t please -.- Scolded for being noisy, and quiet ._. Lectures and lectures. Roar, i heard we've always been breaking record for being 2e1, first time getting such grades, being so noisy, being non-responsive when questions were asked. I suppse we're just studying for th sake of studying -.-

I'll post next time, and update my photos, <3

2010-01-17T22:10:00.003+08:00

Here t update , yay. LOL hhaa.
Haven't been posting for weeks ..
And wont be posting up soon, hee :D
So i'll bade a rest for posting first,
anyw, my days is a bigbig torture D:

2010-01-05T17:44:00.002+08:00

I simply, cant. Go ahead, i'm used t being alone. Regretted and alone, it's not th first time. Dont fake your care and concern. I wont fall for tht. It's sometimes foolish t hold hopes when you knew some things are impossible. Thnks for th lessons you gave. I've learnt alot.

My mind once screamed at me for help. It asked me if it should continue being such a fool, cause it really cant let go. But now, it's decided. It's getting more intelligent.

I'm lacking of updates ;o Didn't attend school today due t dental appointment. Extracted teeth, inserted a silvery idk wht at my teeth. ._. On t way t tpy saw someone sent back home t dye hair. On th way t orchard saw some sec 5n ppl ;o Looks familiar, cause they were wearing uniform x.x Dont they have school ? o.o

I cant eat properly nao :( I only ate like one/fifth of my normal meals. Pathetic okays. I'm so brave manzxc. I cant bite properly :( And i am so hungry ! :[ Mummy is cooking porridge for me :D But sch doesn't sells tht often :( Nvm, i think it's a good way of diet. You cant fall for temptation alr. Hhaa. I am so hungry D: ROAR. And, plus i've got ulcer :[ This is bad okays ! D:

Went t orchard t repair phone. My phone is beyond repair alr. Collect for th first day and it spoils again on th second day. They claimed they'll change th mother board of th phone. But i bet it'll spoil again. Z!

I missed alot of things today D: I still dont know who is my teachers and wht they did, wht i have t bring tmr, and announcements on cca. Okay i know i am being guai ok. LOL. Thanks la !

First day of sch was boring, and passed really fast. Th queue of th bookshop was un-tolerable. I should have bought my books earlier x.x

K, i am gonna drink water t full my stomach. See my slim down LOL. Hhaa. x.x

Traces of discouragements make me alert.

2010-01-02T01:57:00.003+08:00

Bye 2009 ; welcome 2010.

Let 2010 be a better year.
Countdown at church was fun. Yay.
Jumps. Heehee. :>
Hopefully, in 2010, everything will go smooth.
And of course, everything'll turn for th better.
It flies when i knew it's a new year.

I detest going out when noone care me k :<
Hey i am bored lah. Noone t talk t. Phone w mummy :[
I cant get t sleep either.
Credits t sist for buying me new wallet :]
I am so going t save up money this yr,
I didn't have th habit of saving - spend all bits.
But i am most of th things weren't paid by me :>
This is a super short post k. :[

Your nonsense.

2009-12-30T02:38:00.000+08:00

Actually, it doesn't make a difference if you exist.

Gave me up, had me twisted, had me fooled.
Stop playing w me. Not your toy.
This is not something new, yet i feel so different this time round.
This first time, and last time, i gonna trust someone so much.
Wrong decision, wrong step.
Mistakes over and over again.
装着一副若无其事的样子，不代表我不在乎。
Yay? Through it all.

Back to post.
Appointment was 210 in th afternoon,
but mummy woke me up at 8 in th morning,
she thought it was fifth today.
Dr.I Put a band in between my teeth,
was quite painful D:
But extraction was worse D:
I feel weird w teeths missing at th back now ,
should i even agreed about having braces ? x.x
This is bad D:
Went out w mummy thn bought alotalot things.
I didn't pay for any x.x
Mummy paid everything for me , yay <3
Bused home and slept :x tired bodoh D:
Sleptsleptslept, till around 7 for dinner.
Arghhs, my posts are so boring :x
I am so boring :<
Haven't been having th right mood t msg.
Th passed times were great. Smiles, laugh, giggles.
Haven't been using lappy for days,
idk wht should i do w lappy.
I seriously wasted this holiday man x.x
I should've did my assessments, guai k.
Played audi again and again, actually audi's not fun at all,
when thr's no meaning playing it..
Hmmphs, i shall end, my eyes are closing .
Bye, love.

Tomorrow, end of 2009.

2009-12-25T21:34:00.004+08:00

Merry christmas ! :D
&happy birthday jesus.
Woke at 7 in th morning, went t church,
with lots of people.
Christmas service was at th 3000 seater sanctuary at th classrooms block.
Th sanctuary was super nice ! Red in colour!
I reached on time, but by th time i was outside th sanctuary,
it was alr full.
I wanted t seat on th balcony seats, but it was also full.
This is bad ;
I had t sit on th steps cause thr were little seats left for th elderlies.
Hahs, P.Dom said if thr were really no spaces, th youths will seat on th floor.
Yay ? LOL.
Sat w sist on th steps.
Service ended at 1015. Around thr .
Hmm, went off t interchange t eat.
Then t pop t buy my earpiece :D
Thnks sist for paying for me , <3
Thn bus-ed back home.
Yea, Thts my christmas :D

Dont abuse my trust for you,

AND, I CLAIM, AGAIN THT MY HAIR, ISN'T EXTENDED NOR REBORNED!

2009-12-24T18:10:00.003+08:00

No lappy, no pictures, no audi, z!
Using dad'd comp was a boredom, nothing installed !
It's super empty D:
But it's better than no msn :x
Created new audi acc - too many ppl knows my acc.
And i cant change th pw x.x
Cause idk th asiasoft acc's pw and id.
So pathetically, i had t abandon my lvl 30 acc,
for a new acc.
But i am so going t train my new acc , yay.
But i guess i'll stop at lvl 10.
It's rlly diff t get it t lvl 30 again D:
Or rather, a main.
I'll take years t lvl D:
Using th new acc t tag hearts, and i'll join highlighter, yay.
Idw t abandon my fam either, neither do i want t disban it.
But if LL was going t hack my acc, i rather it merges w highlighter.
Great, i am so going t train th new acc.
Yay, LOL. Create new acc, not gonna create fams again, yay?
I'll join fams w laoshu ?
Eww, i am so going t change th name of th new acc. LOL
Oh great, merry christmas eve, yet i have no messages.
Totally no messages. So many ppl on my contact list,
yet just no one t message, zz.
How pathetic am i ._.
Great, sist ps me go out w friends again D:
At home, eat sleep drink play wht can i do more.
Z! Such a boredom ._.

"I just want you for christmas."

2009-12-22T02:53:00.004+08:00

T th world you might just be one person, but t me you're th world.
It takes a minute t crush on someone, an hour t like someone, a day t love someone - and a lifetime t forget someone.

Update! :D
I got back my original phone! It's like finally back frm th hospital D:
It's going t be 3 soon D:
This is soooo boring D:
Tagged hearts till about one plus.
Thn solo tag, for awhile, now i am sooo sleeeeepy D:
*yawns
This human ask me go window look. LOLOL.
This human just went home LOL .
LOL, time check now, 3.12, and this human ask me pass tissue t him. LOL.
So late still hanging around void deck LOL.
Think he stepped on water or wht.
I seriously have nothing much t post about x.x
I am gonna go off t sleep ! :D Bye ! :D

Cause you play a big role in my life. Everything, reminds me of you. It's only you, no one else.

2009-12-18T18:32:00.004+08:00

Hey , back t update.
I woke at 8.15 , this is unbelievable.
Maybe was because not used t sleeping at sist's bed D:
I walked t th kitchen, mummy looked at me, w tht surprised eyes.
LOL. Watched her cook.
Did seriously nothing till 12plus, when i came on lappy.
Went t audi straight. Didn't tag hearts D:
Planning t night tag. Well tht's we always do. ._.
Tag till around 3 in th morning before sleeping.
But tht's fun :D Hard t find taggers at night .
Today's abit high. LOL.
Uploaded photos, yay. LOL.
Some super overdue-ed photos are not uploaded,
cause it's in another memory.c ._.
I'll upload other's on blogger next time. :D
Takecares peeps ! (L)
When th first step taken was wrong, th rest tht follows, leads t disasters.
You're seriously more than i could think of.
It's quite upsetting. Sometimes, for you, i dont appear like how i think inside. But i rather you it's this way instead of another. For it's positive for you. All th best.

2009-12-16T18:32:00.002+08:00

Update :D
Lacking of updates recently D:
Holidays are ending soon oh .__.
I miss sch, i miss studying, i miss homeworks D:
LOL. Seriously i prefer studying like bookworm over staying at home .
LL helped me buy channel. Then psk came online.
Abit blur today, i laughed crazily just now.
And typed fried rice as friend rice. LOL.
Played audi for awhile, tagged hearts for awhile,
tagged fp for awhile, offed audi.
Came t msn and blog, thn tweettweet.
Chatted w psk while posting.
While audiing just now, i found out something.
LOL. Sighs, typical -.-
LOOOL. Iseriouslyneedtochange.
Change, alotalot. Stopbeinglikethis.
Distractmefromchanging, diebadly.
Dinner time ! Yay :D
Post upp soon! And, leave a tag (L).

When she starts t realise, everyone around her betrays & lie t her, thn was whn she knew, this are humans. Hypocrites. -.-

2009-12-15T19:34:00.001+08:00

Umm hello :D
Update for request of jm ! :D
Not veh active in audi but since psk's back,
I'll be back active ! LOL.
Superrrr bored D:
Now someone's got newnew target, LOLOL.
Dont reply ppl alr. LOL
Tht sounds normal o.o
HOW TYPICAL --..--
LOL. Tht's great o.o
I want hurry main o.o
But my skills are lacking o.o

Just your past tense.
Hello, do you even care, you hypocrite ?
It's so great of you.
Act like you care, for all you want.

2009-12-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

Update !
Didn't really mia audi this days .
But audi-ed for nth. Just random playing.
So bored D: Th music player isn't working D:
Today brbp-ed w pros and clarisse.
Won all th way ~ Yay. LOLOL.
Did nothing much today. :x
Audi was boring. LL help me buy channel.
Thanks lots! (L)
But i didn't know till th channel left 2 hours.
Asked clarisse t come. She asked along her friends .
Played many diff modes ;o
Fp didn't move much D:
Rank didn't move at all . Z!
Nobody was like helping out.
I was alone tagging fp.
Now LL's fam rank two hundred plus.
It's like super fast D:
Mine stucked at 397. Z!
I am bored stiff D:
My lappy is crazy again D:
The keypad gone mad D:
Forget it, iseriouslymissthtpskbadly D:
Off , bye :D anyw, i shall not post so often alr,
no one reads them anyw, .___.

2009-12-09T20:33:00.003+08:00

Gave my blog a new look .
All thanks t jengmin :]
She teached me how t code .
She was super great at coding :\
Dumb me for coding D:
ilovemyblogsongs. LOL.
I prefer th first three .
I am yearning for lowkayhua's books D:
I read one of her novels before.
It's super nice :]
I might be miaing audi soon :\
Unless something really makes me stay LOL.
No point for me t play it.
Let me mia till ling's back.
Thn when she leave for china i'll continue miaing.
Did chores today. LOL. I'm guai , shy LOL.
i'll not online in msn often.
This few days keep online for nth, roar !
Find stuffs t do :\
I wna watch new moon hello D:
Drag one week alr D:
Super sickish D:
Headache for awhileawhile thn stop thn there it comes again --.--
Stomachache for long D:
Off t watch tv :D
Bye peeps , Tag me alrights ! (L)

It's beyond my limits. I've read something nice, real nice frm a page. How great it would be, whn everything's going fine. Everything's going great, yet this lil thing just ruin everything. It just got everybody getting upset over it.
Wht for thinking so much -.- Crazy. It's sad t get disappointed over&over again&again, but this was part of life. Life still goes on, nothing's changing for you. This was life, this is life. Not gonna think so much. Life still goes on.

2009-12-08T12:39:00.002+08:00

Update :D
Oh gosh, i am having headache and stomachaches D:
Woke at 11 plus, o.o quite early :\LOL.
Usually wake at 2 plus 3 .
Maybe tht's why i am having headache .
I cant make it for sch reopen D:
Scarly wake after school D:
LOL. ._. Using brother's lappy now o.o
Will Post upp later :D

2009-12-06T23:13:00.004+08:00

Feels a world away .

You hestitates .

Sorry for th lack of updates :]
Went t lt1 for fuel today at 9.
Headed for classrooms for new buzz groups.
Aww. People seperated :\
I still in sis jenn's buzz group. Tht's kinda great :D
Audrey and Sharlene same buzz group as me o.o
And th new sec ones are super quiet :\
Some people almost cried .
After fuel, late for serving.
Serving time audrey told me we were psps.
O.O shocked . hahs, served for offering .
After service wanted skip debrief,
but still didn't.
Later went for last buzz group photo ..
Thn met Sis jenn and some other to-be-sec twos for game stuffs.
Ate at hans, super full after finishing th soup alr.
._. Cant finish half th plate. D:
Thn went t lt1 outside t prepare th game stuffs .
Till about 4.40 ..
Bused home and reached at about 5 .
Ate, and slept all th way t 9.
Super tired D:
Thn skipped dinner . Watched tv.
Super awake , cant sleep. D:
Never online audi whole day .
Feel like mia-ing audi and comp.
Just stay at home t rot.
Sounds good ? hah, maybe .
Shouldn't waste time on lappying too much .
I seriously need a haircut D:
My fringe are super long D:
I am putting it t side yet it still touches my eyes D:
It's irritating aww T.T
I should end here :D
Leave a tag , takecares (L)

Having your peace and presence,

i fear, nothing .

For you are more than i could pray.

2009-12-02T18:20:00.002+08:00

Woke at 1 plus today.
Watched tv till 2, comp-ed while eating,
love party today. Yet still hungry :/
Finally ring changed D:
I was chionging like (?) -.-
Thnks ling for helping me anyw :]
Grats ling for passing lp :]
She's leaving sg for japan 2 days ltr.
Roar! Nvr bring me go :D
Quite tyco for audi today. idk why .
Play till abit dulan wanted t bath, yt feels like posting .
Hoping this month would be a great month.
Christmas :D melovechristmas. LOL.
Sweetest told me :
'thr's no point being tgt if quarrels always exist, yet feeling dont.'
O.o. haha sweetest must last long k :D
idw always change papa . LOL.
I haven't bath :/ LOL
Dirty :/ ewww. LOL. lazy t bath D:
I seriously cant think of anything t post recently :/
My days are th same, nothing special t talk abt .
Hmmms . I think i should shower soon since nothing t post abt.

If pride was all tht meant t you .

Stop smiling innocence. Afterall, there's no point .

Wht's wrong nowadays -.-

i am over-estimating myself, I have t admit.

I can't change anything.

xxx.

2009-11-30T18:22:00.002+08:00

Update :]
Super bored at home D:
Chionging hearts in audi.
RAWRS.Had t solo whole day. -.-
Thnks ling for helping me dual t tag <33
Hah, boreddieme T.T
Yay, i've got church songs from th web :D
Gave church a miss yesterday D:
Couldn't wake on time for fuel, went back t sleep.
Then didn't make it for service either D:
Hmmm, yesterday was th last fuel with th sec twos D:
Thnks for leading us, sec ones :]
Super bored D:
Gonna have dinner soon :]
Rotting at home like fk D:

it's probably just self-assurance.

2009-11-27T23:16:00.003+08:00

Finally 13 ._.
Yay, LOL. yeps, abt 40 more minutes :]
Hmmm, found myself, compared t last year, grown.
Alot more. One year older, more challenges.
Oh dear girl, be more mature :x
Today went t aunt's house, first t reach..
Rotted thr till around 6 plus in th evening.
Went t amk hub for dinner at newyorknewyork.
Hmmm, service thr was great, food was nice too :D
It was maybe th best dining place ever went.
Hah, then shopped around. Didn't find anything tht caught my eye.
Bused home :]
Tht's th end of my 13th birthday :]

Time check now : 11:45 PM.
15 more minutes :]

Shall end here :]
Nth much t post about. Oh btw, tag please :D
Takecares (L)

Th sweetsweet stuffs,

laughs, how ridiculous could tht be.

Think it's no longer like how it is.

No point trying t do anything.

Cause it really dont matter, not anymore.

2009-11-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

Update :]
Sorry for th lack of updates :/
Hmmm, sounds good t start from yesterday ?
Slept till 12 plus, like how i usually does, :/
Thn used brother's psp till one plus,
although ididn't know how play th game.
But tried t figure it out this one-half hour.
But got nothing for th outcome -.-
LOL, thn went t bath, till about 2 plus, (i can bathe real long :o)
Then prepared t meet sis jenn at th mac's at interchange.
I am super satisfied with how i dress :]
First time tying my hair like this. (I tied randomly :P)
Will post th pictures if i am free [:
Spent more than half hour t prepare my hair ._.
Then since nothing more t do, bused t interchange,
and reached at 3.35.
Sis jenn told me she'll be abit late. So i went t walk around.
Then went t mac's, but still quite early, thn find a seat at th back .
Messaged till she came :/
Then she ordered a lemon tea for me.
Hmmm, started talking. Then bit of counselling.
Then started new beginnings.
After new beginnings was about 530.
Then met mummy and then went t buy some stuffs before busing home.

My life's quite a boredom D:
Hmmm, i dont understand how my friends got job :(
LOL, why cant i !
They look more mature? o.o LOL.
Roar! D: i am bored t death at home D:
Rotting like freak :[
13 year old, hope i'm like at least 14 or 15,
t get a job .
Hah, but i'll be worn out if i really got one.
Well, better than wasting time at home oh :o
o.o i am talking t myself .___.
I'm super bored :[
Everyone flew~ LOL-.-
I'm bored of audi :[ But it's th only game tht accompanies me.
How i wish blackie was here T.T
He can pei me when i am bored :(
And he knows when i am busy ; he wont disturb me.
LOL .__. Memissblackieoh.
RAWRS . Totally no activities for me :(
Bored. Just contact me when you're free :/
Umm actually quite bored of messages D:
Calls kills more time :]
Can guess something for more than one hour, tht's fun :]
Super duper bored :/
Yepps, I'm bored.
Finally tomorrow i'm not gonna stay at home th whole day again .
Oh eww D: i want outings :(
I shall stop for th time being :]
Will post up soon . Tc(L)

01 more day(s) ,

2009-11-22T15:19:00.002+08:00

Shall post differently today :]
Tired of posting th same thing over&over again [:
oh btw just came back from church.
Serving today, dress code was red.
Hmmm, fuel audrey asked msg me, being super random t ask tht question :X
LOL. Eww, sec twos are promoting up t upper sec this year D:
LOL. We'll be facing th primary 6s this year.
We change buzz group next year, RAWRS~
While serving they isolated us outside lt1, roar.
Audrey and me nothing t do one D:
Then about 12 thn went in.
Today's worship veh long. hmmm.
I'm bored D: Kayys, i shall be in audi alr! bye peeps ! (L)
Will post up soon :] tag before leaving! :)

2009-11-19T14:59:00.005+08:00

I trust you, no more. :/
Apparently, every word you've said, nothing's truth.
Why do humans only start t cherish things when they've lost it ?
Why when i turned away, was th only time you knew something was wrong?
You know th best wht am i referring to.
Finally, he was chased out of me. LOL .__.
Finally, i've sorted it all out. -.-
Finally, i knew, you dont belong t me.

BLACKIE(L) WENT HOME T.T
Now, you're gone too.
blackie's gone. He's th first dog tht i took care of .
He's th dog tht made me start t love dogs - cause i was always afraid of dogs.
He's th pet tht made me overcome th fear of dogs ><

Blackie, memissyou D:

Th last time i brought ahblack down was th day he went home.

He was un-leashed and he ran down. OMG.

My hair was in a mess but blackie's more important.

I ran down, but still unable t leash him. Roar~

Then i ran my fastestfastest speed t run after him.

But but he run so super fast - i didn't know dogs run so fast..

LOL. I ran from blk 220 all th way t 216 thn i could leash him.

After resting, my legs i felt, was super jelly D:

Thn i know i ran too fast. LOL.

But it was worth it cause i still brought blackie home.

imisshim ):

Something really huge happened between us.

But somehow we still managed t overcome it.

Sorry :x Super sorry :x

Now i know you were tht great ):

Internet and phone was confiscated for a few days ):

Finally i got it back :o

Today morning woke up by his call.

He said he accidentally called.

He was leaving today. We messaged t 7.38 whn he couldn't messaged anymore.

I cant reach him for more thn a month :(

Eww D: yepps, i'm online in msn cause i wna see if he online not. ROAR. D:

Off t audi now peeps, byebye :]

Takecares (L)

2009-11-13T20:56:00.003+08:00

Mr Moodswing approached me today T.T

Had t put up with someone even whn i not in good mood.

You have really been good t me.

I'm lost. Whr do i belong to ?

Apparently, everything seems so beautiful.

Yet deep into it, it's complicated.

Everything falls backs t th starting point.

I am more interested in th process, not th duration.

Yesterday night was full of messages ._.
Messaged till almost 2, thn fell dead halfway.
Haha, this actually lasted for days.
Me kept falling asleep before they sleeps. LOL
Me so standard hoho.
Morning woke at 8 plus, saw 10 messages @@
LOL. Replied and went back t sleep again :D
Woke at 12 plus, saw another 8 messages.
LL helped me in buying channels again.
It was exactly th same time as ytd, same channel, and same duration.
Haha. Off t audi , whn i started t no mood.
Thn 7 plus sibei bo mood. LOL.
Wanted t skip dinner but mummy bought my fav :(
So finished it.
Sian, outing tomorrow, DISASTER. Roar ~
My girls all cant make it.
Should i give it a miss ? But me wanna go out T.T
Hmmm, now veh upset ><
Phone gone~ Me teared just now for no reason. WTF ?
Sounds ridiculous, -.-
But my girl cheered me up:)
Joked around with her, haha.
Laugh. Idk why, but talking t her, i jokes easily.
Haha. LOL. Me shall stop now ><
Bye~ Leave behind a tag <3

2009-11-11T16:15:00.003+08:00

If people dont know, you two look more like it.
If people dont know, me, feels frustrated.
If people dont know, you two, are more compatible.
If people dont know, it's her instead of me.
If people dont know, i am tired.
This ain't th first time. It's countless.

Yea you can say i'm unreasonable.

But for which girl this is tolerable?

Stop thinking like you know me alot.

Cause you dont, not at all.

Hello :]
Hah, someone commented tht my post sounds sucidal.
Yea i agree :D
He said it's like want t die want t die type.
LOL. But me wont die so easily :D
Or rather, i put it this way, me wont die because of such trivial stuffs.
:] yepps, shall post abt yesterday :]
Me went for appointment with orthodontist.
But whn i reached, they said tht i didn't have any appointments till 25nov.
But wht i heard from th clerk was 10nov.
This time round, th clerk there was friendlier and nicer thn th time before.
Th one before was so impolite.
Me and mummy was laughing cause we said she was fired due t her impoliteness.
LOL..
Th new clerk went t ask dr. ivan if he has time t see me.
Wht i got back was, yes, but i have t wait for abt an hour.
So i went t grab breakfast at th cafe next door.
Whn i came back, it was abt time .
Thn dr. ivan say i'll have my 4 adult tooth extracted by december,
and braces by january.
A secret: I'll faint @@
Sighs. It's like ... When i extracted my milk teeth, th injection was alr so painful,
not t talk abt th adult teeth T.T
After tht, some things t do, thn th previous clerk attended us.
LOL, she's as arrogant as ever. LOL.
And th braces, i'll have t be with it for 2-3 years..
Or rather, it'll have t be with me for 2-3 years..
T think of it, i dont have tht courage ><
It's super fast k. Dr. ivan said if i queue i'll have t wait for 3 years.
So my mum rather spend more money putting me immedizately into braces thn t wait for 3 years.
But it'll be ready in 2 months ? i mean, less thn 2 months ?
So it's like, i ain't prepared ><
I'm afraid i'll faint even before th braces appear. -.-
umm, haha, i'll not post too much abt braces .

Today, woke up at around idk wht time,
saw blackie, and his eyes were quite fine yepps.
Hmmm, thn had my things done before going t audi :D
And now, i'm gonna go audi again! bye peep! <3
Tag me alrights :D

2009-11-08T20:55:00.002+08:00

Me still cant forget you ._.
Me want forget you ._.
Me want chase you outta me ._.
Me dont want those memories._.
Me want stay happy ._.
Me love you ._.

Today went t church, was late for fuel.
Asked miranda come out pick me,
cause there's lots of doors, idk which t enter frm ;x
Thn went in, had fuel.
After fuel went for serving, thn serving did offering agn ;x
Th inserts for this service was so nice :D
Th cards, was made perfect :D
This service was nice :]
We had fun yepps! :D
Hmmm, after service went for de-brief .
Thn bused home. Reached home had lunch,
thn audi-ed.
Today was great :]
Me passed lvl 27 license after many tries,
thn we passed love party and got a new ring after th last try,
and we won in fam battle! :D
Woooot ! :D

Ireally, wanna, forgetyou.
Iwannabefairthim. D:
Ireallylostmyway.

2009-11-06T14:27:00.004+08:00

Moody me T.T
Everything's so different now.

Today, woke at 1114.
First time during th holidays, woke so late. LOL
I can wake later, i hope .
Woke up, didn't even wash up, went into audi,
cause we've got channel.
But it ended super quickly.
Thn went for fam battle.
I was super laggy, tht's why lost so much. >.<
This was th first time, i felt so disappointed ><
I typed something, but i wouldn't want t post it out,
unless i private my blog.
But i dont wanna waste time inviting people,
hah, so i rather dont post it out .
Audiaudiaudi-ed.
Then something made me worse.
Thn came t blog. I guess i wont return t audi till i am better.
Cheers t me ! D:
SUPPPPPERRRRR MOOOOODYYYY. D:
Nothing can express me now.
Woot, i held my tears just now. -.-'
LOL. Sounds ridiculous -.-'
But glad, i really did. LOL =='
Cause of something someone said ._.

Guess i'll do something before returning t audi,
or else my friends'll have t suffer my bad mood .
Now i know, only true ones will be there for you.
They wont mind you having bad mood,
but instead, they'll cheer you up.
They'll know when you're in bad mood.
And they'll be auto-machines.
They'll ring you up automatically,
instead of having t ring thm up yourself .
Whtever i do, i dont need anyone t judge.
If i show attitude, well, i should say, i'm sorry.
But i ain't in good mood aye ?
You know who i'm referring t.
[umm, actually, i'm referring t a number of people, not only one.]
Someone commented, tht i am too straightforward in my blog.
Yea, i should say, i am.
But read more blogs, there's somemore, or i should say,
alot more, worse thn mine .
Actually i was considering whether t post this paragraph.
I guess, i would, but i know, there's a consequence.
And lastly, i guess i'll be returning t audi later.
Cause i've post seventy percent of wht i thought of for today.
&I'm super bored during th holidays. Could anyone just ring me up?
Although i have messages t accompany me,
i really get bored . D:
i've seen some cases, actually, it ain't tht difficult as i thought.
As long as you want, it shouldn't be a problem. :O
Hmmm, i'll find stuffs t do, until i'm better yepps.
Bye peepoos ! Tag me please ! <3

2009-11-05T20:16:00.003+08:00

Relunctant D:
Th more you're better t me, th more i feel guilty .
Th more you're better t me, th more i dont i want t hurt you D:
Th more you sacrify, th more, i'll feel bad .
You're seriously, too good for me .

Wooops :D Back frm audi :]
Today idk why, woke at 8 plus, cant get back t sleep D:
Then slacked on bed till around 11 plus. LOL
Tht was long O.O .
Thn comped till 12 plus, washed up, comped awhile more,
thn had lunch . LOL.
Comped again, till 4 plus, bathed .

Sister is back frm vietnam ! (L)
Hohoh, she went there for abt one week.
Went t airport t fetch her back :D
She came out very long after we arrived D:
Dad thought she've bought lots of things cause she's carrying many stuffs.
But actually only one bag of stuff is th things she've bought .
LOL. Thn went t eat some hongkong noodles, frm idk whr at ecp ._.
Thn dad fetch us home and comp :D
And yepps, quite sorry for not posting this few days,
hah, cause i've been busy with audi stuffs.
Laughs . Btw, Please tag before leaving k!
I love t see tags yepps ! :D
Hmmm, Off t audi now :D Bye peeps ! <3

2009-10-31T19:51:00.003+08:00

Hey! This post would be slightly different ! (:
Quotes :D
"Now, when you are desperate, you could only be tossed unto th wheel of Chance."
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
"We have too many high sounding words, and too few actions that correspond with them."
"Only when you let go, you will get freedom."

This is nice :
"Experience is a good teacher, but she sends in terrific bills."

:D
I'll Post soon yea!
Sorry umm, cause i've been busy with audi nowadays :D

2009-10-30T20:09:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i think i should let go.
You and your attitude .
Everyone's having tht face -.-
Everyone just goes for people tht is good for them .
They'll nvr care about anyone's feelings,
cause t them, it doesn't concern themselves.
Well, i started linking th events together,
tht drew me a picture .
Care, you dont show it.
Concern, you dont express it.
I seriously dont intend t tell you this ,
but, i believe, you can do much better.
It's difficult t express wht i am thinking in words.
i am gonna miss those days.

Today was great.
Although i hated th morning, cause something happened.
But th afternoon was fantastic. (:
My girls made my day great,
&he made my day fabulous [:
They celebrated my birthday earlier, i mean, very early thn th actual date was.
Eating a little part of th cake, i thought of an idea t stain his face using th cream .
LOL. So this was how th cream war started. haha laughs .
We took th cream and stain each others face, and hands, and ears, and neck LOL
Fun bodoh! hoho. My hair is so oily ><
My body's so oily T.T
But it's worth th fun ^^
Thanks for tht uh ! <3

Btw, we've gotten results back -.-
Guess wht class i am going t ?
You'd be surprised. I'm serious.
If you see th way i behave in class, you'd be surprised.
I didn't expect i'd get into this class either.
It's 2E1. -.-'
Wth, i wanted 2E2 ==' zzz.
Those posted t 2E1 next year is like, omg ==
So damn fxcking, * .
zzz. umm nvm, i believe god has his plans for me .
But well, t think of it, god's really good t me.
I think i am th last person t get into 2e1 in 1e1.
O.o, confusing . LOL .
Let me explain , teacher said only helf th class gets into 2e1,
and i am th 20th position . yepps .
Actually not me only. There's alot others too .

Actually, it might not be a right start.
But i'll make it th right&perfect end.
Reversedlove :[
I am worn out .
I didn't expect tht either yea ?problems aroused whenever one is solved .

2009-10-28T16:33:00.004+08:00

You'll never reach it,
silly you, still thinking of getting hold of it ?
If it's so tiring with me, thn forget it .
If it's tht difficult, forget it.
If it's tht frustrating, forget it.
This path i've chosen .
Pushing hard, moving on.

Sorry for not posting for days!
I'll just post for wht i remembered haha .
Fuel th last time was at classrooms, as usual,
and it was about peer pressure .
LOL. I wrote something similar t someone .
Umm, yea. Something i really feel tht, was peer pressure.
thn service . With laode [:
Skipped serving, hoho:D
Audrey&sister keep saying i ps them :D
LOL.
Thn monday, slacked in sch.
No lessons, so bored ><><
i dont wanna e1 anyways, haha.
Super stress. Teachers stresses us cause we're e1 ==
I wanna e2, but not e3, hoho ^^
Do hope i'll at least get into e2.
e1, i dont really hope, but not tht bad as e3 :)
Yea, after sch, went home.
Sm's institution was correct LOL.
They were there . LOL.
Their group? yea. She looked frustrated.
Mayb she's down on luck?
Always seeing thm in sch. LOL.
Ok, enough of all this (:
I'll audi nw ^^ bye (:

2009-10-24T15:14:00.002+08:00

You have your way with people, not me.
I broke my promise with god ):
I told him i'll be guaiguai this year :(
And, i'm playing th bad guy again. -.-
But i do still thank god for everything.
If he haven't gave me wht i have now,
I guess i'd really been have mislead.

Yesterday (:
Ncc was fairly boring -.-
Had t drill for very long.
And my leg seemed so heavy today.
I had difficulty lifting them up :(
After th torturing drills, we had pt and games.
Pt was terrible.
We had t do push ups on th damn hot ground.
I feel like i was touching th hundred-degree oven ==
Damn bloody hot la ==
After push ups our hands all red ><
Then games was kinda fun .
Not tht bored aye. We played volleyball.
And yea, th last part of volleyball they asked one part b guy,
which i couldn't really remember wht his name was, t pair up with me.
And they was teasing me all th way :(
Cause sir cf asked him t chose which girl he want.
Cf was on purpose @.@ LOL
Then ms lee asked me t go.
They keep oh here oh there...
Yea, yea. Shouldn't go in so much about it.
Yea after playing volleyball, we played captainball.
Was normal.
After dismissal at 545, saw keith, thn asked him isit waiting for warran and shawn. LOL.
And he said me.. Cause i kept asking his competition wht time end :D
Too despo for someone accompany me t bus stop LOL.
Then walked t coffeshop t meet zhenwei, jonathan, and pt.
On th way, i realised he's gotten 4As. -.-
Disgrace t me ! I gotten only one A.
Reached coffeeshop, keith wanted t walk another way. LOL. no point.
He is meeting zhenwei wht, not pt LOL.
Thn asked him go find zhenwei. Thn yea, he came along.
But i was like, wth -.- All boys.
Yea, on th way t bus stop, pt told them something disgusting.
Which he claimed tht it was from bjm . LOL. blabla .
And it's fun targeting balls :D LOL.
Btw, can anyone get me a message partner?
I am bored stiff w/o receiving messages :(

This ain't how it ought t be.

2009-10-20T13:44:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED T SISTER! (L)
For th sake of you two, i'll leave.
We might appear as if nothing happened,
but these few days, i am so fxcking sensitive.
I miss my days ; where have they gone?
Well, but now i'm still positive towards you.
And of course, i dont wish tht one day,
I'd be negative towards you and your actions.
Your actions simply doesn't go with your word.
Seriously, i'd rather not believe wht you say.
Fullstop .

Sorry for not updating these few days!
I should start on sunday (:

SUNDAY[:
Fuel at classrooms at th forth level!
So small k! I want th summit! Big and tall enough!
Yea, and after fuel went t have a grab of cup noodles at 7-11 :D
So awkward k! So many people walking around yet me and jasmine was eating there.
LOL. Laughs^^ Jasmine says her aunt just had her shop done, so she needs helpers,
how i wished i could work there! But think i too young luhhs :(
We had pre-service activities.
And it was t sign a paper of wht requires.
And th first requirement was t get a person who is born in october t sign.
And my sister was one of them.
Yepps, and they went up, knew tht my sissy was having her birthday falling on tht day,
sang those october babies a birthday song^^
It was fun (:
Preach title was 'FOLLOW ME' .
And, this week's verse of th day was 1corinthains 11:1 .
Why do we need t be a good example?
1)Our accountability t god .(1corinthains10:31)
Whtever you eat or drink or whtever you do,
do it for th glory of god . (:
Whtedver you do,
you're accountable t god.
*Rebellion(eg. tattooing, smoking) is in favour of th Satan.
2)Our accountability t our fellow believers .(1corinthains10:32)
(Pastor derrick said he was playing mahjong and a believer came, and was shocked t see him doing tht.)
Do not cause anyone t stumble,
whether jews, greeks, or th church of god.
3)Our accountability t th pre-believers.(1corinthains10:33)
Even as i try t please everybody in every way.
For i am not seeking my own good but th good of many,
so tht they may be saved.

And i love th hadwriting for this sermon ^^
Nicer thn wht usually is [:
After church, used comp awhile, thn went for wishing sister happy&blessed bd[:
Tht's how my day ends :]

MONDAY[:
Whole day was chionging audi so nothing t post about^^
Laughed like crazy two times this day.
LOL.
First time was tagging hearts with cpl,
Thn he say wht blablabla..
Thn i replied ' SUA , GO HOSPITAL SEE ME. I GO BANG WALL LIAO'
Thn i exited th room^^ funny bodoh! LOL
Laugh like hell. :D cheat his feeling^^
Second time, again was tagging hearts.
Then he challenged me t brk . LOL.
Thn i accept, but ask him t brk, waste my monehh.
LOL. was privately doing 'quarreling' , but ltr on he said in public,
Thn another cpl asked us not t brk. LOL
But we both know we wont brk LOL.
This time round is cheat their feeling. LOL
Laughed crazily. FUNNY LA! :D
yepps, i said nth t talk but i posted quite long. Haha.

TODAY[:
Woke at around 12 noon. LOL
Messaged till about 12.20 .
Audi's under patch till 330==
So long can == zzz.

*will continue this post ltr^^

2009-10-17T11:26:00.002+08:00

sorrysorrysorrysorrysorry.
Take it as i didn't mean it .

HELLO (:
yesterday slept at 11plus, but i promised t pei someone till tht person sleeps, hoho.
But i slept before tht person did (:
Thn today woke at 9.52 ,
had breakfast, played around with blackie,
and went t on lappy (:
Yesterday, someone say bo mood :(
我好惭愧。因为他是看到了我写的东西，才没心情。
对不起。其实，我知道，我也有不对的时候。。
so tired, they aren't even there for you when you need it.
Why bother caring so much for them?
When you're in trouble, no one would come forward t help.
Trust me. Really. Forget it, selfishness.

Let me go on audi alrights! (: ,
Btw, we just lvled our ring t lvl 9! (:
Would be editing this post ltr ^^

2009-10-16T13:56:00.002+08:00

I realised, it's starting t fade away.
This was how i wanted.
Either or have t do it.
Glad tht i took th first step.
I am afraid, i will go back in tht way.
Idw go tht way ):
Anyone please save me? D:
I scared leii ):
It ain't so easy t resist tht temptation~~
And bloody bastard!!! You're dead man.
Promise le never keep t it, -.-
Rest in peace, fxcktard. :D
Sighs, everyone is turning their back against me.
Well, i cant control you all, so it's up t you.
I ain't angry. Dissappointed rather..

Yesterday chionged audi, lvl!!! finally^^
Happy know! :D
haha:D well, i shall now go chiong alr ^^
Bye! will post up soon, cause exams ended! (:
And there is no school till thursday!! hooray (:
Bye(L)

2009-10-15T14:04:00.004+08:00

I have thought it over, again, repeatingly.
It's still better if we keep a distance yea?
Without you all, i felt happier.
Maybe when it's time t let go, i should.
I am not thinking too much, i am just having too much.
Hopefully, it doesn't affect my EOY.
Idk why, i can be so dissappointed over you.
So dissapointed. Your action dont mean it.
I thought, i expected, i wished& hoped, but nothing happened.

Maths paper was okay.
But after th paper i realised i had some mistakes ):
After paper went home, okay~.
Laode keep say some thing? LOL.
Opps, ps. kick again :P
Sorry for you seemed t be in great pain :D
Today, bus stop, ILY. LOL.
And i am lazy t update photos D:
And, i have no mood t play D:

Cheers girl, there ain't anything t be upset about.
Anyway, you're not so weak .
Stop fretting over it .

2009-10-13T16:56:00.004+08:00

I AM SO FRUSTRATED.
MY LINKS ARE GONE.
MY SKIN ARE GONE.
EVERYTHING IS GONE.
MF! WTH HAPPENED T MY BLOG !

tomorrow's english paper. and idk wht t revise for ):
i supposed english is a subject tht cant be revised?
hmmmphs D:

i am getting too bored out of it.
Vent your anger all on me.
Dont worry, i wont retaliate, neither getting angry (:
Cause i wont care anymore.

Randomly picked one skin one used it.
Edited abit, but many things are gone ):

This should be th end (: will post up soon (:
Jy for EOY alrights!! :D

2009-10-11T19:32:00.003+08:00

hello (:
I wont be posting soon cause of exams ):
But i should be posting around 4-5 days later,
cause i needa concentrate on revising .
See i am GUAI. LOL. have been quite busy th past few days,
And this post will go according t wht i remember (:

it ain't everything.
Life still can go on even if you dont exists in my world.
I supposed it's too late t turn everything over, no matter wht, i wont give up:)
I am just quite bothered by wht others say. But i wont dissapoint people around me ^^

School was fine. Nothing special. But goeg paper was incompleted.
Geog was easy, but most of us didn't have got enough time t complete it.
As a result, my 10 marks flew~
After th paper studied with xy. She teached me some science. Thn went home.
At bus stop,was waiting for bus when i looked into one 43 bus and saw sister joan(:
Waved hello and yepps. She's in th singapore girl's soccer team, and she plays th piano too.
And she's a great leader in our section (:
And i am down with flu == SNEEEEEEEEZE!

And it's all fading away. Typically, it seemed so magical.
Words, == are empty with no meanings.
Yea, maybe. Idk. Maybe i learnt too many lessons, about not telling too much.
Thts why i seemed so sensitive now. I have done my part. A disaster, 091009.
A complete disaster.
It wouldn't be fine, cause i am hearing too much of you.

Pathetic me for having a disastrous day.
Firstly, geog paper was th start of th disasterS , and thn another disaster tht lead t a chain of worse disasters.
And it lasted long, so it was a disastrous day.
Maybe i have thought it through.
And thanks for those who gave me good advices. (:

not only one, neither two, it's been alot.
I too wished we could be like them, but i guessed is impossible.
You can always hide it from me, not from god.
Stupid me sentencing myself t death ):

:D

2009-10-06T16:13:00.003+08:00

Somehow, i realised whtever i wants, god knows it.
And he gave it t me. Previously, I wanted us t patch, we did.
I wanted us not so close, and we weren't tht close.
I needed someone by me, and i really do have.
But th only thing different was tht he did in his way, which surprised me.
Not only did he encouraged me, he gracefully continued t love me. (:
Count this a testimony, cause it really is. (:

hello people(L)
Actually i ain't supposed t use comp , but i supposed i can control myself(:
Hmmm. School was fine, but MT paper 2 wasn't fun. I bet th whole class would flunk it.
After th paper, everyone said they didn't get wht they was reading.
And yea, i really didn't get th whole of two passages.
As for th questions, i could only pray hard tht i could at least achieve a b4 ):
But i doubt it'll happen. MCQ was fine and it wasn't tht tough, but open ended, is screwed . hehe:D
School was released at 2, due t something held up by ms gwee.
Went t class, thn walked t school gate with LAODE and lingkai after going t th restroom .
Then LAODE walked home towards right when we walked towards right t our bus stop .
At bus kept thinking of something, but i helped lingkai t 'dispose' wht she need not bring,
cause she always bring things tht th day does not require. Tht's so heavy k! No wonder her bag always so huge :P
And this few days i have been low, so if i were t do anything tht upsets anyone, i'm sorry.
I just want t apologise t one person, although i am normal infront tht person, i am struggling inside .
btw, idk wht you're doing right behind me, resulting in people calling me tht .
But infront of me, you seemed t be great.
It's as if i dont know, i ain't a kid, not so easy fooled .
Dont treat me as one, cause i am more.

Shall end here ^^ busy with other things (:
Bye earthlings! will post soon if i have th time^^

2009-10-04T19:28:00.003+08:00

how i wished, you didn't appear in my life.

Today went t church early. Fuel back t hostel! :D
Service was about grace in god. :D
Then worship was fun ^^
Then sister gwen preached something tht really touched me yepps:)
Cant remember wht it was. Think was 'no matter wht you're going through, thick and thin, hold on t god, cause he's th only one who gives you strength.'
And this really made my day^^
A down and troubled day, became a great day for me (:
I do really agree, god gives me strength at th lowest point of life,
and tht made me not give up .
& i believe, tht god'll always be there for me, whether i need or not. ;D
Went t central, eateateat, thn bused back home. (:
Go home slacked awhile, played audi, tried buying channels, but t no avail.
So dont buy lo. Thn went t play lo. yepps.
Thanks sister jenn and buzz grp friends for praying for me (:
colossians 3;23 "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for th Lord, not for men, "
Btw, we just lvled our ring, again! (:

Bye(L)

2009-10-03T11:34:00.002+08:00

All you cared, yourself. You didn't gave a damn for how i feel.
All thanks t you, a hundred thanks, fxcker.
& idk how, whowhowho, i should believe. you or them?
Side on th majority? idk.
He's been really fine. really.

& yesterday was so random k! Why you say i still like him. zzz.
So random. ): anyhow you.
Today kor suddenly message wo? haha, quite surprised ^^
But glad though (:
Nothing much t say anyway(: so should be ending here:)
Edit this post tomorrow, or post another alrights! (:

2009-10-02T20:35:00.005+08:00

This time round, i regretted.
ZZZ. No vulgarities please~
Emotional roller coaster.

laughs, posting this i had t control from not typing vulgarities. LOL
Just something, this week was bloody fking atrocious. But whtever.
I'll get used t it. And sorry bastard, i kept calling you bastard. hehe:D
And I wna this blog t go private, cause idw random people t read. ):
But it's so troublesome. ): So fxcked up today. I really suspect i got split personality.
At times, i was so happy, 1 second later, I was so troubled. Wth -.-'
It ain't like before. Where has tht cheerful me went. ZZZ. Have got totally no mood today.
At english lesson teacher went up and down, firstly t take her notebook,
Then Safety pins for joshua cause his buckle broke, :D
During when she wasn't around, i wrote something in my organiser.
Something really summarised, which speaks of wht i am feeling today.
Btw, English paper today wasn't tht difficult although i wasn't too sure about th formal writing. LOL
Went home, used comp, played audi, asked him along, and lvled our ring. (:
Hmmm, btw, i was caught for skipping malay .
And tht bloody fxcking ms wong so kpo, ask me write this and tht.
Thn give her attitude, ended up rangen scold me==
Ok, but, i am giving WML attitude, not rangen, nor anyone else.
Laughs, we were saying tht ms gan was there, so we didn't argue much.
We left her face, haha^^
But really, if mr rangen and ms gan weren'y there, i guess i would have ignored WML.
Kpo kia, talk cxck. LOL. Catchcatchcatch=='
zzz. i really suspect i am suffering from depression. LOL. kidding hehe:D
Cause whtever tht happens, i still have god with me.
And god will protect me from everything^^
He wont put me into something i couldn't overcome, i dw dissapoint people around me.
'At th lowest point of time, we sees only one set of footprints, because god is carrying us!'
Praise him(L).
Yawns(!) So bored, guess this is th shortest post currently.
Will post if i have time tomorrow Earthlings^^
我今天的情绪真的很不好。要转校是应为我想开始另一个生活。
可是，我能办得到吗？累了。就战时交托给主吧。好累得我想休息了。

2009-09-25T16:51:00.004+08:00

(*EDITED AT 6:39PM)
We appear t be sisters, dear, blabla.
But no one knows wht i am thinking inside.
I guess you probably just need a friend who is similar t you,
someone who can accompany you wherever you go.
And all this, i think, she's th one you really need.
She's th one you would prefer, cause she's similar t you,
and she's available at anytime.
But i am different, totally different.
And, i can chose wht type of friends i want.
Idk wht you're thinking.
Maybe trying t tell me blabla, hinting me t stay away frm her?
So tht i will stick t you?
If i were t chose again, maybe, it wasn't you tht i now am so close with.
I just feel, tht you've changed, alot, since th first term.
But, just something t tell you, i'll always be there for you .

Yo peepoos! :D Returned! :D
It wasnt tht they approached me tht i was angry about.
It was tht you said i hong you.
But i thought, it was another way round.
T sustain tht, you sacrificed me.
Yes whtever, stupid me still believing you.
Hilarious ain't it?
And because of tht, i had t apologise, and been looked down by peepoos.
But of course, i wont blame you, cause i wont get angry cause of this.
Well, no point losing my brain cells cause of you, cause you ain't worth it.
Ok, little bit of evilish, but still, th fact:D
Cause, as god's child, i am t get out of my comfort zone! :]
So, whtever you all say, whtever you all think, t me, is just personal opinions from yourself.
And i wont care much about tht alrights:)
So dont worry about me(BHB), cause i ain't affected by wht you all did and say.
But this thing, i am so upset.
Tht he is getting expelled, from just one message.
Th message he sent me, just one message, could make me so devastated.
He claimed, tht it was th last day tht he might see me, cause he is getting expelled.
When i received th message, my mind was empty.
I couldn't think, it was so random..
Even lied t me tht he wasn't expelled t make me feel better.
But, clever me still knew tht he was lying.
Baddie you. Next time let me control you k!
Now he's waiting for rangen t speak t him.
And i pray, tht he wont be expelled. Please.
If you ain't expelled, let me supervise you k!
So tht you wont be bad alrights! :)
And of course, so tht you wont have a chance t get expelled!
And hope you keep t your promise k!
Dont dissapoint me. [:
All thanks t wht have put upon me .
Ending with a verse today^^
'I can do all things through him who gives me strength.'
&May you all have a great day:)

*EDITED FROM HERE :)

ME:DDDD

Hugging th cubicle? haha laughs^^

BTW, REJOICES!!! HE CAME WITH A MESSAGE ONCE MORE, SAYING ALL THT HAVE BEEN FINE^^
HE AIN'T EXPELLED!! ^^
JUST HOPE THT HE WONT LIE T ME AGAIN! :D
THANK GOD :DDD

sorry for th long post^^

2009-09-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

For every piece of word you've said, i hope you remember it.
You did all you wanted, cause i am not in th place t interfere with.
But without you with me, i realised i grew stronger too.
You were never there by me, it wasn't you.
He was always there. You? Far from tht.
This should be th end. Anyway, we are like strangers now.

Back t posting EARTHLINGS!
Yesterday's training wasn't as bad as i thought was.
Part Cs weren't as bad t me as i thought. LOL.
Cant PT cause i fell. Then hand and knee so pain neh!
Fell at PE tht time. LOL.
keep teasing me on how i fell.== Eeediot siol^^
Was running 2.4 retake LOL.
I looked back, stepped on someone's shoe, thn slided :[
Lessons till 1230.
Then slacked in class. Beavis and Zhenwei fought.==
Now Beavis is hurt at his neck. :O
Beavis still went for training ._.
LOL. k, back t training.
Elimination game was fun LOL.
Though kena tekan by alot Part Cs.
LOL. Cause me, Shawn, and Warren
Elimination LOL. Alan say tekan us buay tahan, haha! laughs:D
Cause we difficult t eliminate LOL.
Tht idiot JoshuaN&OZhenWei. Keep looking at me do drills.
Make me laugh. IDIOT siol. Then make me kena scolding by Part C.
ZZZ! Keep dsiao me. Tuesday return t sch you die^^
Btw, i am multi-tasking LOL.
*msging, talking on msn with simin and shujit, posting, updating photo.
haha, laughs, call me a pro^^

K, ending here yepps:D Will miss posting k! :D

Bye^^

2009-09-13T18:10:00.000+08:00

Woke at 7. Went t church .
Aww. i forgotten where i have placed marinda's geography textbook.
So didn't bring it along with me.
After service i looked at my phone.
3 minutes before 1.06 he* texted me.
Surprised k. Whtever. Just dont wna talk so much luhh.
So replied shorter. hmmmphs.
Went for de-brief. Haha. de-brief was funny.
Dress code for two weeks ltr : tie and soft toy.
OMG>< LOL. Why recently dress code so strange, LOL.
Finally decided : Dress code for two weeks ltr is :
Boys : tie.
Girls : bring soft toy.
All : white top.
I was like ?.? @.@
Wht a difficult dress code. LOL.
After tht went t bus stop with Audrey.
Bused off back home. Had my lunch.
Then computer time:D
Do some blogging stuffs. ^^
Then went t audi.
Woah, he online:D eeeee. Cheat my feeling one LOL.
Say cant use for one week. Ended up appeared more than twice. D:
Then we were discussing which name t change t.
He suggested -Zephyr- . but i say too chim for many people.
Then he said -Zenith- .... Well, this is too chim too.
Then -Table- & -Chair- .
Then ---Moon & --Star .
LOL. Abit silly. haha :D
ok yepps, and after awhile he needa go off alr.
So just continued t recruit one person.
Then one random person added me. Accepted, and ask who she was.
She knew i was a girl yepps, and asked me t les with her.
Duh=='' Immediately scolded. Gave me a stupid address, asked me find her.
Laugh out loud k! Blabla, of course some vulgarities, but yepps, not tht much alrights!
and um. Think she's young. I mean. th way she talks makes me think she's not yet 11==''
& hmmm, she asks me t f off! Hilarious! She was th one who added me and she asks me t f off!
Laughs^^ well, just something t tell xiaomeimei, dont behind screen step k.
Eventually you will get into trouble in future. ==''
And please, ok nvm, really bwg for this type people. zzz.

2009-09-11T19:34:00.001+08:00

Many things t post about. :/
Cause haven't posted for days alr. Roar!
Hope you won't fall asleep by reading^^

Tuesday
Had th chance t post, but brother shoo-ed me off;
cause he wanted t play CS with cousing D:
So i went t use another lappy. :D
But after i've thought of wht i'm gonna post,
mother shoo-ed me off. Cause we nidda go aunt's house.
Eeeee. LOL. Didn't wanted t go, but still i did.
Then walked t aunt's place. Wasn't tht far though.
Oh man, th dogs at their house stinked.
Guess they haven't washed it for days?
Btw, i could hear th dogs barking miles away LOL. Zzz.
Went in th house, Uncle let th dog out.
Ahhhhh! I ran as fast as i could ; which my mum did too.
Interesting part : We ran out of th house and locked th gate.
Then we moved th cupboard t th gate. Haha! ^^
Ok, this shows tht we are afraid of dogs alrights!
Then uncle whacked th dog t go back th cage.
LALALA~ LOL poorthing:D
Then walked t th nearest NTUC. Bought 7 cup noodles & 5 packs of instant noodles:D
I am feeling hungry now^^
Then walked home after having dinner yepps^^
& tht's how i ended 080909^^

Wednesday
090909^^ Great day for special occasions^^
Morning woke at 5.45. Prepare go school.
Reached school at 6.58 ^^ before i was late^^
Waited.. Then falled in.. Blablabla^^
asked ms lee if can bring non camera phone along not.
She say can, but still th best t put it with her. hmph!
ok um i use blabla t represent series of non important events k! ^^
blabla thn went up th plane.
Shakes here and there^^ But so fun^^
Yea. Today actually going dental appointment.
But postponed t november cause of ncc==
blabla.. Then rest of th day was sleeping^^

Thursday
Wanted t post again. But once i on th lappy,
Th icon tht shows AUDITION is so tempting,
So i double clicked it, and logged in.
WHOOSH! i saw him online:D hooray. LOL
So we went t chiong hearts. HOHOHO.
Levelled our ring^^ FINALLY~~ chiong so long finally can love party. ^^
Then he went t top up @-cash. And bought th ticket.
We passed love party at first try^^ hehe:D
Silver ring upgraded t gold ring^^
lalala~~ heehee^^

ok, now i am left with truckloads of homework undone k!
ROAR~ But let me enjoy first thn do k^^
Heehee. Evil^^ ok now i gonna audi alr:D Bye^^
Btw, sorry for th long post. :D

2009-09-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

Back t posting:D
Ytd went t church. communion this week hoho.
At altar was so surprising heh?
Tears lala. My eyes so red. OMG. So damn red eh!
After service cell leader came t talk t me.
Yepps. After tht bused home. Thn wanted t use lappy.
But cant eeeeks. Hmmm.
Ytd's sermon was cool ! It goes like this ;
"IN...NOT OF"
god will accept you as who you are ;
and you need not offer yourself or change yourself t be accepted ;
cause god loves your imperfection. :D

LALALA! And tht's wht ytd's sermon was about. :D
And i am so frustrated now cause i cant unload photos. UHH!
& now i look like a freak, cause i made my left hand nails hotpink in colour ;
& right hand nails bright yellow in colour.
Looks cool, but i look like a freak. LOL. :D
Tried black. But looks normal. Cause tried it before :D
Thn look like monster. Tried hotpink + yellow. Now so weird :D

2009-09-05T16:43:00.000+08:00

tht love of yours ; like this bubble,

will blow out anytime.

Hello peeps! :D Relinked alr ma? :B Remember t relink alrights! tyvm.
I changed email for my blog, tht's why i dont have any post now.
Sobs k! My post all dissapear. But whtever, cause it'll build up by time^^
No more past, only future :D
Today woke at 10 , if i am not wrong. Thn slacked on bed till 10.15.
Finished brushing teeth went t bed again LOL.
Couldn't sleep by then, so went t take phone.
Coincidencely, he messaged me saying he just woke LOL.
BLABLA and thn at 12.30 used comp. Finding skins. ROAR!~
Thn found one, which totally can't work out.
So was trying t find another when one caught my eye.
And tht's wht i am having now^^
Edited BLABLA, thn edited th previous blog.
Changed t relink skin. Thn come post alr:D
Yesterday after SAW went t church,
But it was such rush for me. GRRR!~
Then reached church by 7. OMG.
So ps uhh~ eeeee. Some had alr gotten into positions,
but me, had just reached. eeeee!
&! Worship experience was so fun!! We rocked th ground!
Worshipped; jumped; made th ground shake; cause there is tons of people:D
So fun^^ Praise god^^
Laughs:D fun worship experience:D
Think i am gonna train tht account of mine without him accompanying again ._.bye.